Feelings ...

Haiz, i feel so useless. Why am i always being so careless in everything ?! I wan to change it badly ! Always being careless, and start to drop things, do wrong things and etc. Sick and tired of  it.. When it always happens, troubles starts again.. I dun wan any troubles pls ... It's my fault, and i apologise, so i hope it will  not occur any more troubles or scold me. If i nvr say it out, it doesn't mean i meant to lie, but i jus do not wan any troubles or being scolded or  being look down.. Really hope things will go smoothly from now on..